Dark Winter

I hate it.

Me too.

I hate it too.

Talking about it...

Thinking about it,

No one wants to

But, we need to.

It hurts.

It makes my blood boil.

It makes my skin cringe.

To know this continues

Day in and Day out,

Children on the daily,

Hour by hour,

Nation by nation.

A plague of perversion

An appetite for

Destruction

Pure Lust & Greed

The ultimate act of selfishness

Pure disgust

Evil corruption

Frontal lobe contortion

Distortion

And, In case no one

Has ever told you-

I am telling you now,

I am so sorry that you have

Endured such an experience.

I'm sorry you live with

The ghost hiding

In the shadows;

Constant tickling

Of the brain

Just a slight knowing

Through the fog...

It is there.

Just always Lurking.

We try to heal,

We work hard to reveal,

Feel and not conceal..

Tell others

They jump to kill

How we feel

Say it's not real

So what do we do?

We hold it all in.

Let it happen over and over again.

As an adult,

A flash back

Comes in

Wrecks your life

And what can we do

But to shine the light

On such darkness

Will it disappear?

Shine the light anyway!

Face the evil

That you never asked for.

An evil your soul

Did not deserve.

Forgive yourself

For allowing the ghost

To taunt you

To hold you back

From living life fully,

For changing you,

Scaring you,

Making you run away

To alcohol and drugs,

Sex and food and parties.

Anything to fill the void,

Between the dark past,

And the current lie

You hide your cry

You want to die.

You continue to live.

You never asked for this.

But this is it!

So, just do your best,

Let God do the rest.

Love Big &

#BeeWell